well, something was in the backupexec folder that was abending the server. it was an after hours thing and all is well. I ended up deleting the backupexec folder and copying a version from another server. of course all of this was done without bestart running.
I had been backing up this novell box from windows BE. but, in light of the very slow backups I had went back to novell backing up novell. so windows installed something that was memory resident.
all is well now :)